I’ve battled demons and dark entities
Ever since I was a child
Pursued by evil and malevolent forces
That wreak catastrophe upon me and smile
It’s as if my card was marked
Before I was even born
And that sadistic beings have sought to destroy me
Even before I knew who I was
The path I endeavour to follow
Beset with treacherously dangerous traps
Foes masquerading as friends
Wreak havoc should I step on the cracks
They stalk me and surveil me
Relentlessly ever persistent
I cannot shake them off
As they circle and swarm, insistent
Lurking in the shadows
Salivating and seething
Waiting for me to show weakness
So they can pounce and rip me to pieces
They seek to devour and to decimate
By wrecking the foundations that I create
If murder was actually legal
I’m pretty sure I’d be in my grave
But miraculously somehow I prevail
Albeit at times utterly broken on my knees
Crawling whilst bleeding in the gutter
Filthy, dirty, diseased
Oh, I’ve certainly wished for death
Demanded and entreated
But my cosmic life support system
Stops me flatlining each time I’m defeated
I’ve exceeded the nine lives of a feline
The dastardly actions of my assailants are foiled
Astonishingly I rise, time and time again
And God repurifies that which was soiled
Whatever the plan He has for me
Has never been disclosed
But forced am I to endure
However punishingly tough this road
So I continue to persevere
To unwaveringly keep the faith
And follow unquestioningly any divine guidance I get
Blindly trusting that God is great
For only through the grace of His love
Have I managed to repeatedly bounce back
And despite being maimed, humiliated
My dignity remains intact
If He still wants me or needs me on this planet
It is my duty to obey
So whatever missiles they wish to aim at me
Can detonate and I’ll be ok
For I don’t give an utter flying f*ck
About my perceived ‘reputation’
I do not give any kind of damn at all
About what others think of my situation
And in the face of absolutely ANYTHING
They possibly can throw at me
I determine to confront them fearlessly
And refuse to surrender you see
For I do not bow down to tyrants
Thus NOTHING can stand in my way
You want me then f*cking well find me
And then let’s see who is afraid!
For what lies beneath this mask that I wear
Is more menacing than what Hell can invoke
And as God is my witness and vehement protector
My wrath unleashed is no joke
I am in fact not what I seem
Or entirely of this earth
And believe me I am not alone in this world
So do not underestimate my worth
One day they will eventually realise
That what they persecute is a ticking bomb
Detonate me, banshees, at your peril –
Then watch as the unhallowed run.


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